Will you ever know?

Will you ever know how much I love you?
That if you walked up to me right this minute and wanted to be together forever
All I would do is say yes.

Will you ever know that when you walk into the room everything else disappears
And all I can think about is me and you
The way you look into my eyes
The way you hug me like I'm the best thing you've got
The softness of your skin on mine
The care of your kiss.

Will you ever know that I'm just as scared as you pretend not to be?
I can see right through you
And you through me
As much as we are meant to be we will never let it happen
Because we are both too stubborn to be heartbroken.

Will you ever know that I fell in love with you a long time ago
Before you knew what it meant to love me back
Now all I can do is bottle away unrequited love for another day
When you want to love me too.

Or maybe not.
Maybe it's only me
The rest is just a dream
The song of our love a fading melody
But I guess I can still hope and wish...


Will you ever know that I love you?

Who said I can't be the greatest
How can I persist after I fall
From the gravity of the situations I put myself in
Rise to the sunshine
An uphill battle already won
This day is mine
Don't tell me how to live my life
I'll do it my way
Learn from my mistakes
Never regretting the heartache
The ups and downs
Don't ever think you can bring me down
I'll wake with a smile
Laugh through the pain
Dancing in the rain
Rising to the sunshine
Living another day
Let me live life my way

Complicated

Lets keep it complicated
Confused and amused
Twisted and bruised
The lines crossed
All is lost

With no rules to break
There are no mistakes to make
It's a dance without the romance
A rose without the thorns
The us without you and me
That's the way it should be

If I never care that you're not there
Then maybe I'll move on
Learn to be myself
Independent and strong
And finally be happy to be alone

No more stressed or depressed
You're not worth my time
If you want me stand in line
Take a number, try a little harder
Prove it
Show me you're worth it
Because right now it's just a waste
So screw it

I wish I still cared
But I still feel ruined and scared
Waking up wishing
Living each day regretting
That I ever gave you my heart
Please take me back to the start

Let me fall in love again
No more tears and pain
Just me loving you
You loving me

Too bad I'm complicated